"Even Though"

It’s been weeks now since you been gone

My heart stills aches until this day

Even though it’s broken into two

I don’t think it will be whole again anytime soon we all put on a smile

To hide the hurt we feel inside

The voice I heard so many times before was silence forever

As for your laughter you gave me

Will still live on and will cherish it always

Even though I pretend to smile

Deep down I’m taking it one step at a time to be brave

I’m not afraid to cry and let all the tears come down

Especially when it’s all dried up

Realizing that I won’t see you again which upsets me

Even though I put on a brave smile

I’ll never know what could have been

I’ll be hiding all my sorrows but what hurts the most

Is not understanding the pain you were buttoning up

I guess I was blind to see it

Even though I smiled to cover the grieve

I try to control the torn I have in me

Meanwhile, I close my eyes

I begin to dream that you’re alright

Looking up in the clouds

I catch a glimpse of your blue eyes sharing back at me

Finally peaceful

Even though I smile

I keep walking with my head up high

Believing and sensing your in my side now

In My Heart

In my heart I will be holding a place

Inside with words that was left unspoken for

Feeling I had so much to say

All I could do is pray

So you can hear what I have kept silence

Though out the years

In my heart I won’t listen to fools

Those don’t know the full story like we do

The fear I have when the truth comes to light

I will realize the heartfelt message that has come to be

In though horn

In my heart I know the reality because

We shared something that felt close to home

Even if we were so far apart by looking at the bright star

I see that we both sleep underneath the sky in a way

But for you it shows that you’re looking down upon me

Whispering in my ear while holding me tight Saying

“Until the moon light is in sight I’ll be there keeping you safe

Away from harm with no fear in sight

In my heart I’ll have a light of joyful bliss on my face

With hiding the burn and torture that I’ll might carry on

As the weeks, months and years pass by

Your spirit will maintain in mi Corazon all the time

In my heart I’ll have you close

Nevertheless I will have to let you rest

As for me when it’s time to leave this Earth

To be place in the arms of the spiritual being

I know for sure it will be you I see first.

"You're Finally Free"

I heard that you were feeling a little blue 
Hiding in the darkness with no clue 
What you were going though 
Now you’re free to spend your wings
As you wanted it to be 

The sadness you were holding inside 
Felt like it was eating you alive
But the laughter made all seem fine
Now you’re free to help others giggle
And burst out loud

Though your royal eyes you were magical
That made the room bright and shine
Jokes had people chuckle along side
That’s was the medicine for you to have
Now you’re free to create the glaze
That was once amazing to watch live

There was a saying that
The worst thing in life was to end up alone
Let me tell you my friend, you weren't lonely
Because the love was all around you
But never noticed it
Now you’re free hoping you’ll see
What you couldn't believe

Every day I’ll look into the season skies
Imagine your smile all over the worldwide
As the night comes by
I’ll look up again, this time I’ll see
Stars that glows light until a shooting star
Comes across heavenly sky
I close my eyes knowing you are shining so high
You’re free now
When I make a wish I’ll think of you believing
We will see each other again soon

This is not a good-bye
More of see you later as time past by
As for me, I know we gain angel
Aladdin told Genie “You’re free”
Now it’s your turn to the road of freedom
Which your journey has just began